Between a notebook and a PC desktop, I decided on the desktop because…

• It is cheaper for the same computing power and cheaper to maintain.
• Easy to upgrade. Just buy, plug and play.
• Can last longer. My first desktop is still working fine until today even though it was bought one year earlier than my wife.

The only qualms I have for desktop are…

• I am stuck at one place in the house to work. It is not portable at all.
• Always worry of power blackout. I can buy a UPS unit that gives me few minutes of power backup but still not as good as notebook.
• More cables in my already messy room.
• It tends to collect dust over time.

Initially I had my eyes on HP Pavilion p6150d desktop PC. It costs RM2,688 (fair price), it has all the specs I wanted and it looks great. But because I already owned a new 23″ LCD monitor and I cannot downgrade the bundled Windows Vista to Windows XP, I decided to build my own PC so that I won’t waste my money on something I don’t want. Further more, I love building my own PC. I don’t know why, but I feel PC that I built myself is longer lasting compare to those ready made PC. For example the home PC I built back in 2005 is still working as good as new right now.

Assembling a PC is not rocket science. It is as simple as plug and play. When I am stuck, I can always refer to the manual that comes with the components. Normally the steps come with easy to follow diagrams that a 3-year old kid can also understand. However, the real challenge is searching for parts. I have to check compatibility and functions of each component out of thousands of options. It is even tougher with limited budget. To make things easier for me, I use the specs of the HP desktop to narrow down my options. First, I choose the same processor; Intel Core 2 Quad Q8400. Then I search for compatible motherboard. The motherboard must meet this criteria; has a lot of USB ports and support DDR3 memory. After 2 days in PC fair, I decided on Asus P5P43TD. It has 6 USB ports at the back and can support up to another 6 USB ports at the front. Once I have determined the processor and motherboard, the rest is simple. I just need to find the right memory, graphic cards, hard disk, optical drive, casing, power supply unit,  fax modem and other accessories. At the end, this is the list of components I got at PC fair.

Intel Core 2 Quad Q8400 processor (RM608)

Asus P5P43TD motherboard (RM329)

Kingston 2GB DDR3 1333MHz memory x 2 (RM290)

Gigabyte Superb 550 power supply unit (RM185)

Asus EN9400GT 1GB PCI-E graphic card (RM180)

Cooler Master Elite 335 casing (RM135)

Western Digital 160GB 3.5″ hard disk (RM127)

LG Internal Super Multi DVD Rewriter 22x optical drive (RM75)

Sensonic Slim Keyboard U3 (RM53)

Additional fan for casing (RM30)

Aztech 56K Internal Modem (RM20)

All in 1 Internal Card Reader (RM14)

Plus the cost of my existing Acer 23″W LCD monitor (RM688) and mouse (RM65), the total cost of my brand new PC adds up to RM2,799. Yeah, I know. It costs almost the same with the branded HP desktop. So, if you are not someone who finds joy in building your own PC, I suggest that you buy the branded PC right off from the shelve. You will save yourself plenty of time and still get technical supports from the company.

Whereas for me, I find satisfaction from building my own machine. It reminds me of the joy of playing Lego during my childhood. Each parts are useless and meaningless on their own, but when combined together, they become something wonderful. Even after I completed combining every parts together, I still do not know whether it will work or not until I powered it up. That is where the anxiety arise. As soon as the final part is in place, I anxiously press the “ON” button and hold my breath until I see the BIOS setup page. It was like waiting for my exam’s result. I was over the moon when the result was out. I passed with flying colors.

Behold the end result…

My black beauty

Maybe it is the smell of fresh electronics, or maybe the sight of shiny metal and the scratch free plastic without a single speck of dust on them, or maybe the clicks that I hear when I gently push each components into their designated slots. But whatever the reason is, I know everything inside there is how I wish it would be. Nothing more and nothing less. Now I wish I can do the same for a real wife.

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Then, my first mistress was official pronounced dead.

After mourning for 3 days, I moved on with my life and got myself a new mistress.

While I am writing this, she is sitting beside me, patiently waiting for me in her elegant black dress. While she tries her best to look interested in whatever I’m doing, deep inside me I know what she really wants. Her dark round eyes look at me passionately hoping to attract every possible attention from me and she is damn good at it. How could I resist such a temptation? After all, I’m just a man with flaws like everybody else. To be honest she has something I’ve been longing for very long time. Something that my wife or first mistress could not provide.

To fill the emptiness left by the dismiss of my first mistress, I went out ‘hunting’ for a new one. After a few unsuccessful attempt, I almost gave up until I saw her in a shopping mall. There she stood quietly minding her own business. Her slender figure demanded every attention and respect from every passer by. I know she is the one the moment I saw her. To say it was love at first sight is an understatement. I braved myself and walked towards her. After a short acquaintance, she agreed to accompany me. It was surreal. I am still trying to find out am I dreaming? If it is, then I don’t want to wake up because from how things are going, I am pretty sure it is going to be a very wet dream.

After dinner, I invited her into my bedroom because I still have some works I need to complete and my working desk is in my room. It is hard to concentrate on my works when 2 of us are alone in the room. So I put aside whatever I am doing and lock the door. My heart is pounding while I walk slowly toward her, trying hide my growing excitement at the same time. She looks shy and nervous knowing tonight is going to be the first night for her. Still in her black dress, I wrap my hands around her body. She does not resist. With love songs playing softly in the background, we dance for a while. She feel so light and I can carry her around the room easily. With her body close to mine, I take deep breath and she smells great. Oh, I miss the smell. It reminds me of my first mistress. I can’t contain my excitement anymore and my hands are already all over her body feeling all the curves at the right places. That’s it! I can’t wait to see what is beneath the black dress. Undressing her isn’t a challenge. Maybe she wants it that way. I reach my hand to the zipper at the side of her dress. As I slowly unzip her, her silky smooth white semi-transparent underwear is slowly revealed. Boy, she is full of surprises. I can see her buttons vaguely. As I run my fingers around them, I am tempted to turn her on. I decided not to rush it. I can wait, at least when she is fully naked.

She resisted for awhile when I tried to take off her underwear. I whisper to her telling it will be fine. To be honest, I am worried as well. There are so many things I still don’t know about her. Is she the right one? Will I regret it? Can she perform up to my expectation? But at moment like this, worry is the least in my mind. The only way to find out is to go all the way out and tonight is the night. Not long after that, she lets me take them off. I love it when they play hard to get.

She lays naked on top of my working desk. I take a moment to indulge at the glorious sight. As I slide my fingers across her smooth skin, her body vibrates lightly crying out for more. I lift her up, turn her around and get to know every parts of her body like a teenage couple making love for the first time. She just looks perfect at every angles. Her flawless skin is worthy of a princess. I can sense her buttons in my palms and at the tip of my fingers. The size feel right.

As I spread her wide, I manage to locate the spot that turns her on with little effort. Still lying on my desk, she urge me to press it which I gladly oblige. Few moment after that, she mourns out a familiar sound that assure me everything is OK. What a relief. I tinker around for a while to make sure she is ready for my stick. When she does, it is as easy as plug and play. We play for whole night and I unload few loads into her until she runs out of juice. Oh boy, what a wonderful night. Now, I can fully forget my first mistress.

If you guys still haven’t finish jerking, please hold on because I am about to reveal some shocking pictures of her in nude and us in action; never seen before in BenLeow.com.

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Waiting for me in her elegant black dress

Still in her black dress, I wrap my hands around her body. She does not resist. With love songs playing softly in the background, we dance for a while. She feel so light and I can carry her around the room easily. With her body close to mine, I take deep breath and she smells great.

As I slowly unzip her, her silky smooth white semi-transparent underwear is slowly revealed.

In her silky smooth white semi-transparent underwear.

She lays naked on top of my working desk.

She just looks perfect at every angles

Playing with her G-button.

As I slide my fingers across her smooth skin, her body vibrates lightly crying out for more.

As I spread her wide…

…I manage to locate the spot that turns her on with little effort.

I tinker around for a while to make sure she is ready for my stick.

When she does, it is as easy as plug and play.

We play for whole night and I unload few loads into her until she runs out of juice.

Happy family. From left to right: first mistress, new mistress and wife.

So guys, are you done jerking yet?

BTW, her full name is Asus EEE PC 1002HA.

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Tada!

Asus Eee PC 900

I bought this when I was in Hong Kong last week as I needed to go online frequently. To my dismay, there are not many cyber cafe in HK. Wifi hotspot is abundant though.

I always looking forward to buy an Asus Eee PC even before I went to HK. But I didn’t know it has new version coming out and I’m surprise to find it 2 days after it releases in HK. At around RM1,600, it’s really affordable.

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